2 September 2019
“Why do I have a feeling this September thoughts challenge will turn out to be a September daily questions that didn’t get instant Answers.”

HYPOCRITE ?

Hypocrisy might just be the subject of my racing thought today.
Lately all the preachings I’ve been stumbling into have been talking about being more like Christ. About bringing out love and letting it shine on people.
Brett Harris said doing hard things, that is great works, doesn’t depend on how big or small they are. Sometimes it’s about having the right attitude for the ordinary things (do you know how hard that could get).

For teens and young adults trying to get things done, it’s easy to get frustrated when things doesn’t work out but sometimes we just need to be the first change. Then I looked to myself.
How is your attitude towards the house chore? Does my mom find me positive to be around? Do my siblings feel comfortable around me?
The reality of it is I’m way nicer to strangers than the people around me. This fact fills me with guilt and I’m left to ask, why am I not also that bright light my siblings need in their life? I can’t help but wish I was some pollyanna.
Why is it hard to deal with the people really next to us?
Does your attitude towards strangers really count when your siblings are not really benefiting from that attitude?
Does this make me a hypocrite now or is this normally normal?

P. S Two days after this draft, I saw a tweet like:

Why are the best people always far away…